bleeding i am

my stomach is cramping worse than i think it has done so in a while...there are these two kids...survivors of the hurricane playing in my front yard...im at peace...almost made it thru the day without crying...i failed at that...dont mind that kind of failure at all actually...im leaving friday and im taking on project like im not...i ate some beef jerky today...about the most meat ive had in a couple of days...find it hard to eat so wrecklessy when folks aint even drinkin water...im torn...but happy at the same time...excited about what i have before me..short term long term...doesnt matter really...im missing...being missed...im enjoying being quiet...listening to music...making art...there is still a lot of magic to be pushed...im tryin...im really tryin...believe me...later;)
'the wiz'