phantom heat

I have an ensemble. I have a dance ensemble under my direction.
Ok really. How ridiculous and great is that? When you take a class, when you enter the classroom, the dance studio, do you ever think thatthe teacher is scared?
But I'm excited. I was scared, cause I don't usually take the role of the leader. I lead myself generally.
I had them lie in the floor and do breathing exercises. I had them do do improv work in the space with their eyes closed as I read them a selection from the Phantom Tollbooth.
I found a new pocket in my coat last night, this coat I've had for over two years now. I was wearing that thing in the 12th grade.
I was sitting in the upstairs pews of Memorial chapel listening to Saul William do his poetry thing and there it suddenly appeared before my eyes.
Magic.
I for real had some kind of ethereal moment. Its one of inside pockets, you always see men reaching into to pull out their billfold or checkbook or pen. I haven't yet used the pocket thats been waiting for me to notice it for two years. What will put in it?
Its been on my heart.